bothered and blogging about it

I did three tarot spreads last night and "Strength" showed up every single time for me...along with a LOT of coins and "the Tower." Strong messages...then again, the girls (cards) are very seldom subtle in communicating to me.

In essence, my meditation led me to the conclusion that I should be about the business of a significant change in my life. I know what that change has to be. I knew that all the self-medicating I have been doing has been to quiet my soul and hold me back from this change so that my personal displeasure does not freak out the people around me...so that I can bear the complacency.

I was not surprised when my husband told me this morning that he really feels like it's time he stopped working for other people and started working for himself. He seemed really bothered about it, too. He says he feels "overdue."

Do you know what to call a baby that's this overdue? "Dead and Rotting." (Hence, the Tower card.)

I'm going to write on one of my novels in an effort to "finish something."

[Completely unrelated LOL: Patriotism]